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Sunday, 27 December 2015 
08:26 ♥
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
I usually don't do this anymore but this is the last place I can think of to pour my heart out. I am literally crying while typing this so, I might as well make it quick before I cry even more. Honestly, I was the biggest idiot today. What the hell was I thinking? I mean, can't for once I just fight for what or who I want instead of just letting them slip through my fingers and what's worse was I handed him on a silver platter to someone else. STUPID.
Yeah, what a dumbass right? I made a really potato move today. trying to act all supportive and shit. Well, congratulations Aliah. You were so convincing that even you would believe yourself. All that I've done for him, I just threw it all out of the window. I did this to myself. I should probably get myself a gift for being so damn brainless.
What can I do? What else should I do? I can't seem to avoid myself from talking to him. But at the same time I really think I should or else I'll just hurt myself even more. Maybe just act as if nothing ever happened in my heart and brain. Until then, endure the pain Aliah. Just endure it.
punches x kicks
Aliah
♡
Incarnation
"I have a fetish for unicorns and whales, I live in Narnia. Do not fret, dear friends, for I have candy for all of you,"
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#Page98
Sunday, 27 December 2015 08:26 ♥
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
I usually don't do this anymore but this is the last place I can think of to pour my heart out. I am literally crying while typing this so, I might as well make it quick before I cry even more. Honestly, I was the biggest idiot today. What the hell was I thinking? I mean, can't for once I just fight for what or who I want instead of just letting them slip through my fingers and what's worse was I handed him on a silver platter to someone else. STUPID.
Yeah, what a dumbass right? I made a really potato move today. trying to act all supportive and shit. Well, congratulations Aliah. You were so convincing that even you would believe yourself. All that I've done for him, I just threw it all out of the window. I did this to myself. I should probably get myself a gift for being so damn brainless.
What can I do? What else should I do? I can't seem to avoid myself from talking to him. But at the same time I really think I should or else I'll just hurt myself even more. Maybe just act as if nothing ever happened in my heart and brain. Until then, endure the pain Aliah. Just endure it.
punches x kicks
Aliah
♡
October 2012